senti mode...

've been quite down & depressed lately. i had this feeling that my life was going no where, that the choices that i make do not seem to lead me anywhere & that my existence is really not that significant.... today i ran an errand for my mom wherein i had to walk through the uplb campus, it was really refreshing that at the mere sight of biosci & the library, i suddenly felt happy. i remebered my college days when i was hungry but have no more money left except to get a ride home. i'll just go to our tambayan and exhibit the power of my 1 peso increase a hundreth fold and end up eating spaghetti, pizza, siopao, mangoes, the ever famous nilupak, chicaron, lumpia, and the list goes on & on... when i passed by the library i remember how my bestfriend, my sister leslie & i frequently went there to study for our econ exams, but always end up just chatting & laughing out loud and still ended up at having decent final grades of 1.17, 2.00 & 2.25, respectively. remembering all these made me realize, that no matter how complicated and difficult my daily living is, i already have a lot of happy memories enough to last me through this lifetime to make me appreciate the beauty of my wonderful life =) all i have to do is to turn ON the happy mode & as ruby always tells me: "create a happy disposition..."